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Paper WingsI burned my fingertips on the sun  dreaming in pastel                                living a white-wash  swallowing swords  twenty milligrams daily, with food   
I was king of the court  sold my crown for a halo  and they're bringing me down to the ward   
I told them all I really wanted  was finger paint  and those beautiful blond curls in my fist. Paper Wings
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The Pavements NocturneThere is no "night" down here,  below the cities stationary fireflies; speckled  dancing roadside noose-boys, twenty-four-to-seven   
there is only the soft glow; the cold wind  the boxes of wheels on hard carpets rolling-on over  nowhere necessary-  there is only the cold and the quiet,  the static pitching beneath skulls   
and in between the traffics lullaby  the gentle maddened murmur:  "you are alone." The Pavements Nocturne
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SeptimusSeptember flows beneath my wayward steps                anachronistic  sliding  
              shrill ice breaths up through my heels  and I will cough her out in black-vermilion streaks  to stain the streets in every page previous   
 
torching bridges in a last ditch effort  to find the warmth that used to burn within. Septimus
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The Apollo ComplexI remember now, how it felt  when your hands learned to find mine  all on their own  
and we rolled the sky over our flesh  like a blanket of silken ink;  on this rooftop in the summer's heat   
I am only a child with giant hands  and my memory plays dice  but I remember - clearly now and  the universe trembles at my fingertips  as your love falls on me like  a burning rage. The Apollo Complex
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Tue Nov 17, 2009, 12:22 PM
The medication is working. It makes me drowsy but it keeps me calm.
I'm not used to feeling... calm, this often.
I wonder if I wasn't closer to 'selfness' in my madness.

I guess the only natural thing to do would be to go about this "life" business. How... quaint.
Sometimes I ask myself if I'm ready to die; not out of depression or escapism. More curiosity... fascination. Death is the question that only answers itself. Everything else is... peripheral to it. Secondary.

Life is just the supporting role for the star: our dying breaths?
Meh... I can write better than that.



I still hear you whisper in my dreams, Magdalena...
I fear it will never go away.

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~chaoticscreamss Oct 25, 2009, 1:45:37 PM
Thanks for the favee!
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~BCWanity Oct 7, 2009, 3:39:24 AM
thanks for the fav! ^^ :heart:

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~nuxxmadness Sep 3, 2009, 4:27:30 PM
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~xDeAdxDoLLiEx Aug 13, 2009, 8:36:04 AM
Thanks for the fave(s)!

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~xdystopianx Jul 22, 2009, 12:13:50 PM
I'm sorry you are leaving. :/

I loved your work.

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For every Truth there is a way.
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This is the time.
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~CuteChocolateCake Jul 18, 2009, 4:18:19 AM
thanks :*

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~elephant-story Jun 29, 2009, 7:36:40 PM
Thank you for the fave! :)
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